Index: May 2013 Bi-polar/Mystical experience


May 4 by The Running Son

For myself, I had to collect together most of the posts I wrote over the last few days and put them in sequence. For you, I am publishing them as an index to a manic psychotic break/”mystical” online experience.
The manic episode began with this poem, Union of opposites.
But here are all the relevant posts in order. I think.
And if anythings broken, can you drop a comment?
Several hours and days ago:
(earliest post first)
•Poem: A Union of Opposites <——————— trigger
manic of a lifetime<———————-manic peak
•Poem: eye-poem
crash <——————————— the depression hit
controlled-crash <————————the climb out
•poem: pohm


31 thoughts on “Index: May 2013 Bi-polar/Mystical experience

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  6. WilderSoul says:

    Ohhh… I’ve finished….

    • haha I’m still writing. Now unpublished journals too… helps my published posts remain on topic. 😉

      • WilderSoul says:

        I’ve been thinking about writing unpublished journals. Still haven’t got that far though. I do a lot of thinking, offline. 🙂 Hmm. Maybe the years of writing private journals has culminated in public blogging for me. My ‘topics’ seem to divide up into different blogs. No, untrue – different ‘media’ in different blogs. Mostly. With the exception of the bigarmchair. That one was inspired by you. 🙂

  7. FlutePlayer says:

    Dotted notes.

    • something for me to chew on for a change. ok. 😉


      dotted notes…. . . . . . . . ….spaces close up when i make changes… the little dots? they keep spaces open don’t they? soooo… . . . . . ….I force things, to make them naturally stay open. more left.path.V.(right)path…….union..forcing hearts to nAturally flower open. lotus&the.radiating sun energy… hmmmm

  8. […] {Edited 50mins later – I knew there was another one for the list! Read Running Son’s progression of poems at…} […]

  9. […] a million levels. I still haven’t figured the dates out, when it began, the stages. I created this post as a preliminary Index. I was still pretty wired, but it is a faithful index up to a […]

  10. Kira says:

    I think this is a wonderful expression of how your mind processes things. And I think it would be useful to the mental health communities…but I’m sure they already told you that 🙂

    • No. Not yet. Time will tell, but thank you Kira. And it is a real pleasure that you stop in. My reaching out in my reader habits are getting better. I want to come out there and see you.


      • Kira says:

        You are sweet! I can’t figure out the darn reader…half the time it doesn’t work on my phone! lol keep writing so I can keep reading 🙂

  11. WilderSoul says:

    Wow! I think your poetry is a little like my drawing experience. I love how you’ve written in the arrows with explanations, taking a step back and observing the (?) healing experience (?) through the series of poems. I am bookmarking this post so I can read through the whole lot!

    • Good. That’s what I was hoping for. I am in touch with a few mental health communities. I want them to see if there’s any value in pulling all this together any further.

      Nice to see you again.

      • WilderSoul says:

        Nice to see you too. I think that just seeing the poems written as a list with a progression is helpful! I am already thinking of how I can do that myself, with my own poetry. Although you wrote that the list was for yourself, I thank you for sharing it. 🙂

  12. Wain says:

    I’ve been concerned about your mental state for the last two weeks, but what could I do? What can anyone do? As long as you don’t hurt yourself or others… By the way, the world is on a manic. It’s not just you. I tried to lead you towards Terence McKenna and timewave zero software because he predicted in 1997 that by November 2012, there would be total chaos. I believe it has happened. The world is out of control. It’s not just you Jim. -Wain

  13. Are you ok now, Jim? Day by day, I know.

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